Failed to become a morning person

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Created: May 17, 2023 12:57

Last night, I tried to go to bed at 11 pm, but I ended up staying awake until 1 am, playing Tears of the Kingdom for two hours with a nearly collapsed mind (why?). My rough attempt to adjust my sleep schedule ended up being a complete failure.

Of course, I want to become a morning person and experience the feeling of having everything under control after waking up early. But the reality is that without a QR code alarm, I can’t even get out of bed. Even if I set the alarm earlier, I will still procrastinate until I have no more time left. Besides printing the QR code out as soon as I get back today, I might need to reconsider my evening routine.

Using Toggl recently has been good, as it allows me to see where my discretionary time is going. My ideal way of using time is to act with a purpose. Being passively controlled by social media or more broadly, “algorithms designed by others,” even in what content I consume or other actions, is my greatest fear.

I want to regularly post my little diary like this. As expected, when I have writing and ideas, I want others to see them, even if the concept is still immature. I hope these little thoughts can slowly come together into longer articles. Although the money I invested in creating a blog has become a sunk cost, it doesn’t stop me, an irrational person, from wanting to actively write more because of the fact that I paid for it.

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